Ok National Day's next week so yeah its 3 days of hols!!!! And holidays= going out... slacking and of course TENNIS!!! I can't tell you how much I love Singapore during this time...(although I'm American.... Haha)

I seriously have a love hate relationship with Singapore... At times when things don't go my way and I feel very stressed out cos of school, school and school ... I blame Singapore. I mean I sometimes can't really understand how my life got screwed up so much. I was supposed to be in America enjoying "the good life" and my constitution rights, but instead right now... i'm somehow tangled up, messed up(and every word you can think of being screwed up) with Singapore. You know sometimes I wonder what could have... would have and should have been my life if I never had a Singaporean mum. Well for one thing... I will be enjoying my summer holidays, lying on a Hawaiian beach soaking up the sun.. Probably own a car and would have dated 12 different girls already... (Haha just kidding)

However after spending such a long time in Singapore, I have realised my heart will be and will always be here. This is the place where I grew up and of course I have many fond memories. My primary and secondary school lives were awesome... I met many friends who have touched my life and will continue to touch it for a long time to come. And by the looks of my JC life... it can only get better and better. Furthermore, it was Singapore who introduced me to my passion and life... Tennis. I will never know in this lifetime if I would have played tennis if I was living in the States or whether I would have been a better player. But for now i'm grateful to the life that Singapore has given me.

Signing off